Tuesday, May 31, 2005

SamE PreSEnt?

For days, me and Mardiana kept discussing about what to buy for each others birthday. A few days ago, she described to me what she wanted to buy for me and it sounds so much like what I'm giving her! Damn. And we were like, "Oh my God! It's so cool if its the same! But then I also hope it's not the same!" Well, coincidence fascinates us.

Then I told her to describe more, and to my relief, it sounds different to the present I bought for her amd I was like, "Okay, cool, I dont think it's the same after all. Lucky."

Then I asked Farhanah, "The present she bought for me and I bought for her are not the same right?"

"umm... umm.. but even if it is.. can what.. good minds think alike" was her reply.

And I was like, WHAT?!? I was so sure it's not the same thing, and when she answered like that, it made me think.. Hmmm....

Oh yes, Farhanah... Dont you mean GREAT minds think alike? Hmm... Or try 'brilliant'. Wahahaha!

Monday, May 30, 2005

Early Birthday Wish

So.... Me and Mardi's birthday is coming soon. Geminis. 9 June. Best friends. Coincidence isn't it?? And she's my elder for only 1 hour! Cool..

My dear friend Jodie sent me a greeting card. Yeah. 9 days in advance. Nice of her to remember my birthday, and sent me something this early. I didn't even know she knew when my birthday was.. Thanks Jodie!! =)


Hmmm found some really funny jokes but they are some kind of dirty sooooooooooooooooo..... Better not post them yea~?

Complete Phobia List

A :-
Ablutophobia: Fear of washing or bathing.
Achluophobia: Fear of the dark.
Acousticophobia: Fear of noise.
Acrophobia: Fear of heights.
Aeroacrophobia: Fear of open high places.
Agoraphobia: Fear of open spaces or of being in crowded, public places or leaving a safe place.
Agraphobia: Fear of sexual abuse.
Aichmophobia: Fear of needles or pointed objects.
Algophobia: Fear of pain.
Altophobia- Fear of heights.
Amathophobia: Fear of dust.
Amnesiphobia: Fear of amnesia.
Androphobia: Fear of men.
Angrophobia: Fear of becoming angry.
Anthropophobia: Fear of people or society.
Anuptaphobia: Fear of staying single.
Aphenphosmphobia: Fear of being touched.
Arachnophobia: Fear of spiders.
Automysophobia: Fear of being dirty.
Autophobia: Fear of being alone or of oneself.
Aviatophobia- Fear of flying.

B :-
Bacillophobia: Fear of microbes.
Bacteriophobia: Fear of bacteria.
Batophobia: Fear of heights or being close to high buildings.
Batrachophobia: Fear of amphibians, such as frogs, newts, salamanders, etc.
Bibliophobia: Fear of books.
Brontophobia: Fear of thunder and lightning.

C :-
Cacophobia: Fear of ugliness.
Caligynephobia: Fear of beautiful women.
Cancerophobia: Fear of cancer.
Carnophobia- Fear of meat.
Catagelophobia: Fear of being ridiculed.
Chiraptophobia: Fear of being touched.
Cibophobia: Fear of food.
Claustrophobia: Fear of confined spaces.
Coitophobia: Fear of coitus.
Contreltophobia: Fear of sexual abuse.
Coprophobia: Fear of feces.
Cyberphobia: Fear of computers or working on a computer.
Cynophobia: Fear of dogs or rabies.
Cyprinophobia: Fear of prostitutes or venereal disease.

D :-
Decidophobia: Fear of making decisions.
Dementophobia: Fear of insanity.
Dentophobia: Fear of dentists.
Didaskaleinophobia: Fear of going to school.
Dipsophobia: Fear of drinking.
Dishabiliophobia: Fear of undressing in front of someone.
Domatophobia: Fear of being in a house.
Doraphobia: Fear of fur or skins of animals.

E :-
Ecclesiophobia: Fear of church.
Ecophobia: Fear of home.
Eisoptrophobia: Fear of mirrors or of seeing oneself in a mirror.
Elurophobia: Fear of cats.
Emetophobia: Fear of vomiting.
Enochlophobia: Fear of crowds.
Enosiophobia: Fear of havong committed a sin.
Entomophobia: Fear of insects.
Eosophobia: Fear of dawn or daylight.
Equinophobia: Fear of horses.
Eremophobia: Fear of being oneself or of lonliness.
Ereuthrophobia: Fear of blushing.
Ergophobia: Fear of work.
Erotophobia- Fear of sexual love or sexual questions.
Eurotophobia- Fear of female genitalia.

F :-
Felinophobia: Fear of cats.
Frigophobia: Fear of cold, cold things.

G :-
Gamophobia: Fear of marriage.
Geliophobia: Fear of laughter.
Genophobia: Fear of sex.
Gerascophobia: Fear of growing old.
Gerontophobia: Fear of old people or of growing old.
Glossophobia: Fear of speaking in public or of trying to speak.
Graphophobia: Fear of writing or handwriting.
Gymnophobia: Fear of nudity.
Gynophobia: Fear of women.

H :-
Hadephobia: Fear of hell.
Haphephobia: Fear of being touched.
Hemophobia: Fear of blood.
Herpetophobia: Fear of reptiles or insects.
Heterophobia: Fear of the opposite sex.
Hodophobia: Fear of road travel.
Hominophobia: Fear of men.
Homophobia: Fear of homosexuality or becoming homosexual.
Hoplophobia: Fear of firearms.
Hydrophobia: Fear of water or of rabies.
Hydrophobophobia: Fear of rabies.
Hypengyophobia: Fear of responsibility.
Hypnophobia: Fear of sleep or of being hypnotized.

I :-
Iatrophobia: Fear of going to the doctor or of doctors.
Ichthyophobia: Fear of fish.
Illyngophobia: Fear of veritgo.
Insectophobia: Fear of insects.
Isolophobia: Fear of solitude, being alone.

K :-
Kainophobia: Fear of anything new.
Kakorrhaphiophobia: Fear of failure or defeat.
Katagelophobia: Fear of ridicule.
Kenophobia: Fear of voids or empty spaces.
Keraunophobia: Fear of thunder and lightning.
Kolpophobia: Fear of genitals mainly female senitals.
Koniophobia: Fear of dust. (Amathophobia)

L :-
Laliophobia: Fear of speaking.
Ligyrophobia: Fear of loud noises.
Lilapsophobia: Fear of tornadoes and hurricanes.
Lockiophobia: Fear of childbirth.
Logizomechanophobia- Fear of computers.
Lygophobia: Fear of darkness.

M :-
Mageirocophobia: Fear of cooking.
Maieusiophobia: Fear of childbirth.
Malaxophobia: Fear of love play.
Maniaphobia: Fear of insanity.
Mechanophobia: Fear of machines.
Medomalacuphobia: Fear of losing an erection.
Medorthophobia: Fear of an erect penis.
Menophobia: Fear of menstruation.
Metathesiophobia: Fear of changes.
Methyphobia: Fear of alcohol.
Metrophobia- Fear or hatred of poetry.
Misophobia: Fear of dirt.
Monophobia- Fear of solitude or being alone.
Monopathophobia: Fear of definite disease.
Myctophobia: Fear of darkness.

N :-
Necrophobia: Fear of death or dead things.
Neopharmaphobia: Fear of new drugs.
Neophobia: Fear of anything new.
Noctiphobia: Fear of the night.
Nosocomephobia: Fear of hospitals.
Nudophobia: Fear of nudity.
Numerophobia: Fear of numbers.
Nyctophobia: Fear of the dark or of night.

O :-
Obesophobia: Fear of weight gain..
Ochlophobia: Fear of crowds or mobs.
Odontophobia: Fear of teeth or dental surgery.
Odynophobia: Fear of pain.
Ophidiophobia: Fear of snakes.
Ophthalmophobia: Fear of being stared at.
Ornithophobia: Fear of birds.
Orthophobia- Fear of property.

P :-
Paralipophobia: Fear of neglecting ones duty.
Paraphobia: Fear of sexual perversion.
Paraskavedekatriaphobia: Fear of Friday 13th.
Parthenophobia: Fear of virgins or young girls.
Parturiphobia: Fear of childbirth.
Pediophobia: Fear of dolls.
Pedophobia: Fear of children.
Phagophobia- Fear of eating.
Phallophobia: Fear of a penis.
Phasmophobia: Fear of ghosts.
Phengophobia: Fear of daylight.
Philemaphobia: Fear of kissing.
Philophobia: Fear of falling in love.
Pocrescophobia: Fear of weight gain.
Pogonophobia: Fear of beards.
Poinephobia: Fear of punishment.
Potamophobia: Fear of rivers or running water.
Potophobia: Fear of alcohol.
Pharmacophobia: Fear of drugs.
Proctophobia: Fear of rectum.
Pyrophobia: Fear of fire.

R :-
Rectophobia: Fear of rectum.
Rhypophobia: Fear of defecation.
Rupophobia: Fear of dirt.

S :-
Scatophobia: Fear of fecal matter.
Scolionophobia: Fear of school.
Sexophobia: Fear of the opposite sex.
Siderodromophobia: Fear of trains or train travel.
Sociophobia: Fear of society or people in general.
Somniphobia: Fear of sleep.
Soteriophobia: Fear of dependence on others.
Stenophobia: Fear of narrow things or places.
Suriphobia: Fear of mice.

T :-
Tachophobia: Fear of speed.
Telephonophobia: Fear of telephones.
Thalassophobia: Fear of the sea.
Thanatophobia: Fear of death.
Tocophobia: Fear of pregnancy or childbirth.
Tomophobia: Fear of surgical operations.
Tonitrophobia: Fear of thunder.
Trypanophobia: Fear of injections.

U :-
Urophobia- Fear of urine or urinating.

V :-
Vaccinophobia: Fear of vaccination.
Venustraphobia: Fear of beautiful women.
Verminophobia: Fear of germs.
Virginitiphobia: Fear of rape.

X :-
Xenophobia: Fear of strangers or foreigners.

Z :-
Zoophobia: Fear of animals.

Now go run to your mama and tell her you've learn something new!



You tend to be headstrong and deliberate in your actions. Basically you don't give a fuck about anyone. Most people hate you but you couldn't give a toss. You're the type of person who would masturbate at a wedding.

Warm and caring are your most endearing characteristics. You get on well with most people because you're bisexual. You hardly ever wear any underwear and you constantly smell of piss.

You star sign denotes an air of duality in your character. Simply, you're a neurotic schizophrenic. A real fucking weirdo, the type of person who'd kill himself to win a bet.

You have a businesslike attitude to life and a knack for making money. You're an unscrupulous bastard who would sell a relatives limbs to buy a mobile phone. You are likely to be murdered.

The adventurous type, always looking for thrills and willing to try anything. In other words, stupid. You have the IQ of a garden snail and will never amount to anything. Most leos are living on welfare.

You like the good things in life and you know how to enjoy them but you're prone to bullshitting and you're a cheap bastard. Virgo men are usually queer and the majority of Virgo women are whores.

You are the forgiving type and don't bear grudges. This makes you an arsehole. For your entire life, people will make an absolute prick out of you. Nobody will go to your funeral. Of course you will never know.

You are sharp, a quick thinker and good at puzzles. However, these are your only good traits. You end up puzzled as well to the extent that you screw small animals and love picking your nose. You always have snot on your clothes.

You are the romantic type, soft-hearted and a lover of the arts. You are likely to import Dutch pornography and sex toys. You thrive on incest.

You are deep and personal in your thoughts, the quiet type. A mean, self-centred cunt and a closet homosexual. Your best friend is probably an altar boy.

You are the academic type and will probably end up working in the legal system. This means you are an absolute pervert, at least a transvestite. Your ideal sexual partner is a labrador wearing fishnet tights.

You are the eternal optimist, seeing the best of any situation. You have no grasp of reality and live in a dream world. Most people consider you to be the greatest living moron. You will continually fail. You're a prick.

Which one is yours?

Getting to the seat of the computer!

(_!_) A regular arse
(__!__) A fat arse
(!) Tight Arse
(_._) Flat arse
(_^^_) Bubble Arse
(_*_) Sore Arse
(_!__) Lopsided Arse
{_!_} Swishy Arse
(_o_) An arse thats been around
(_O_) An arse thats really been around
(_x_) Kiss my arse
(_X_) Leave my arse alone
(_zzz_) A tired arse
(_o^^o_) A wise arse
(_E=mc2_) Smart Arse
(_13_) An unlucky Arse
(_$_) Money coming out of his arse
(_?_) Dumb Arse

A New Blogskin Made

WooT! I made a new blogskin for Farhanah! I'm surprised it turned out cool. Even I like it lol and I'm so proud of myself.. hahahaha.. Farhanah was so excited lol when she saw the skin.. And she's learning HTML slowly.. Proud of her...


Here's the screeny:

This is the 4th skin I made so far. Wahahaha!

Cool animation of Samurai X.. But so fast..

Rurouni Kenshin

Sunday, May 29, 2005

PresenT Hunting

I went to Parkway Parade to search for Mardiana's present. It was raining heavily when me and my sister went out. Even before reaching the bus stop, I was drenched. And it didn't help that the bus was so freezing cold.

I found her first present easily, and went to search for the second one. It wasn't an easy job. I was clueless of what to buy for her. In the end I found something nice that I also like. And what she like, I also like. Geminis.. Of course la..

My budget was 20 bucks, but in the end I went over it... Bleh.. Finally we went home, and ironically, we JUST missed the bus. So me and my sis decided to run to the other bus stop across the road before the bus come (the bus make a U-turn by the way). We ran up the stairs of the overhead bridge and squeezed in between the slow pokes in front of us. We managed to catch the bus, and I sank in the seat of the bus gratefully, with my sister beside me panting heavily.

Saturday, May 28, 2005


So it's the starting of holidays. Or maybe not? There is still choir, and Maths remedial and the SAIL program thingy.. Shit I'm hungry.

Sooooooo.. I decided to do homework today, but guess what, I have no fullscap paper. How convenient isn't it? So I can't do my homework, except for Reading Rites, which is an English assessment book.


English -:
1) Read four books (which I can in 2 days, easy peasy)
2) Choose a book and either convert the plot or a chapter of the story into a comic strip.
3) Add 50 new words in your vocabulary book and label them H1-H50 (What is H suppose to mean? Holiday? Or 'Hapi' apparently, to my dear sis)
4) Complete Reading Rites Paper 3 and 4.

Maths -:
1) Worksheet (4 pages)

Literature -:
1) Complete all Semester 1's assignments (S.H.I.T that's a LOT!)
2) Complete the worksheets given (4 pages)


My own homework = REVISION!

Especially especially especially MATHS! Oh yes and Malay.

Malay sucks. But that doesn't mean I don't want to do well in it, does it?

Oh yea I have religious exams tomorrow. And I don't understand what I am reading. Know why? Surprise surprise, cuz it's in Malay... Duh..? Such simplicity......

Friday, May 27, 2005

Parents-Teacher Meeting

So just now we had the Parents-Teaacher Meeting. My mum came and talked to Mdm Zulaiha. She said I was quiet in Term One but later I became more distracted and talkative, always talking to Vincent...

For your information, we do NOT talk 24/7.. Or do we?? Hmmm..

Anyway Mdm Zulaiha said she's gonna change our places soon.. And my mum is not happy that I sit beside Vincent as apparently, he's the source of my distraction.. She keep nagging and nagging and told my grandmother, and then BOTH of them keep nagging and nagging. As if one isn't enough.

Mardiana got first in class, but still my mum wasn't impress as her grades are all B's and C's. How high of an expectation can you go? Stupid.

Thursday, May 26, 2005


Lol this is funny.

Trip To Labrador Park

Today was so boring! Went to Labrador Park, a class trip. BORING! The only fun part was in the bus.

Throughout the trip going there, we were just playing with Ritz and Chenky's minds, with the "Mad Man Mad Man" puzzle. Look CAREEEEEEEEEEEFULLYYYYYY, how many mad man jumped over the wall?

We did very very very obvious ones to both of them and they are still so blur... Slow poke.. Poke poke. I like that word.... Poke poke poke... Anyway, Chengky finally got it, and Ritz was still very blur.. And Chengky told the other guys. Wah in the end the whole world will know. Not fun already..

Oh yes, got one point of time Azie shouted the answer (accidentally). Lucky the two guys are slow and didn't think much of what she said.

We were divided into groups of ten and we have to present what we know on why the Japanese invaded Singapore, and Ritz read from the History textbook! Lol I was laughing my head off. Well, so did others. Well, he didn't actually READ but he recited from memory.

Hmmm it's not really a pleasant sight isn't it? Seeing people laughing their heads off.
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The return bus trip was more fun. Mardiana told ghost stories, all of which I have heard, but it was fun looking at their focused faces. The last story she told, she lowered he voice so low that everyone listening had to strain their necks forward to get closer. It was a funny sight. Her got lower and lower and lower and then.... SHE SHOUTED!!! And everyone screamed.. Except me and Dan I think... It was so funny! It was a miracle the teacher didn't scold us. You should have seen the times the teacher scolded us for every little shit we do. And she did it.. Like 23 hours and 59 minutes and 59 seconds every day.

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

Sluggies are Cute

Hmm.. I remembered a few days when there was a cute little slug behind the councillor room, whenre we usually hang out doing watever stupid shit things before assembly starts. I saw this black thing and at first I thought it was just a piece of crap, but then D picked it up with a piece of paper and examine it closely. Then I realised it's a slug. It had its head hidden and we thought the butt was its head.........

The slug only revealed its head to me and D and we were like proud lol, because it shows that its not afraid of us. If it's not dirty we would have touched it. LOL call us weirdos, but we love animals.... including err.. yea... slugs...

We carried the slug to our other friends and they were all screaming and screaming "GET THAT THING AWAY!!" Lol it's cute seeing their reaction.. One particular friend (he's a guy by the way.. or rather gay..) thought girls are supposed hate slugs, and I was like, bullshit, not necessarily. And he said we are tombyish girls.. And I am NOT a tomboy.. and a girly girl either for that matter..

I'm.. well.... both??

And about 2 days later, another guy friend of mine found a slug and carried it up to class, putting it under the teacher's desk. I didn't know about it until when D came up to me excitedly and started shaking my arm vigorously saying, "There's a slug under the teacher's table!" And I was like, "Huh? Where where??" And she was, "Got got!! Under the table!!" And she dragged me to the teacher's table.... And I saw the poor thing.... Upside down.... I think the fricking teacher go kick it.. What an ass.


On a typical Sunday evening, a young woman was driving herself to a meeting she had up north the next day when she noticed that she was running low on crap and didn't know where the next gas station was. Just as she thought she would have to pull over and sleep the night on the side of the road like a stupid moron, she came across a rather freaky petrol station.

When she pulled in, the attendant (who had hairs like a gorilla by the way) made his way around the car and seemed to be very distracted when she asked him to fill it up. She even thought that the man was making retard faces at her. He finally agreed to get the freaking gas, but then asked her to pop open the hood of the car because there "seemed to be a problem" (Or maybe he was just a sissy not strong enough to open?).

Naturally, the woman became a little anxious - she was all alone in a remote gas station, out in the middle of nowhere and it was obvious that the attendant was trying to find reasons to keep her there. He asked her to look at the engine, because he had to "show her something". Not wanting to seem hysterical and paranoid, she, being a dimwit, did as he asked. As she rounded the front of the car he grabbed her arm and said that her car needed to be towed to the nearest town and she would have to come into the office to complete the paperwork. He then put his hairy hand over her mouth and forced her into the office.

She began to bite his hand (ugh gross) once they were inside and he let her go. He explained to her that there was a man crouched down in the backseat of her car and the attendant didn't want him to know that he'd been seen. They called the police who came to arrest the man who, it was later discovered, was a known serial killer. What a freak.

Here's another one.

The story took place during the 7th month of the Chinese lunar calendar and revolved around a young block-head named Sam. Sam at that time was working as a general worker, in a crappy company located at Tuas. During one particular working day, the whole of Sam's company was requested to work overtime in order to meet a deadline due tomorrow.

By the time every piece of shit was done, it was already past 1 am and Sam was the last person left in the office. He was left wondering whether there were still any bus services at this hour. He decided to try his luck and quickly tidied up the office, locked up and rushed towards the bus stop. The bus stop was situated by a small narrow road with dense forestation surrounding the area. Sam waited for about 20 minutes and was about to make his way to the main road to catch a cab when a double deck bus appeared from nowhere. He hesitantly waved it down, boarded the bus and the only person he saw on the same bus was a frail ghastly looking old woman.

Sam felt uneasy upon seeing her and was about to go up to the upper deck when a voice ranged out in Cantonese, "Young man, don't go upstairs. Upstairs dangerous" It was the old retard. Her comment sent a chill through Sam's bones and he figured that the upper deck might be "dirty". He decided to heed the old woman's advice and grab a seat at the lower deck even though he felt uncomfortable by her presence. It was an agonizing 20 minutes journey before Sam reached his bus stop. He quickly alighted and turned to steal a quick glance at the old woman, who stared right back at him freakily by the window.

Without further ado, Sam hastened his pace and was fortunate to reach home safely. The next day, Sam was requested to work overtime and ended up being the last person left in the office again. It was already past midnight and Sam was contemplating whether to take a cab home but decided against it in the end as money was tight. So he made his way to the bus stop again and after about 20 minutes, the same double deck boarded bus appeared. Sam the bus and saw the same old woman again. He decided to go to the upper deck again when the old woman called out to him, "Young man, don't go upstairs. Upstairs dangerous". Even though, he heard it before, the twerp still felt a certain fear inside him since it's the 7th month. To be on the safe side, he reluctantly took a seat at the lower deck again and reached home with no incidents.

The third day, Sam was asked to do overtime again. By now he was feeling dreaded and worried as he didn't want to repeat the same process again. But he obliged nevertheless since it's his livelihood. He was, you guessed it, the last person left in the office again. He made the same journey to the bus stop, occasionally checking his back as he walked.

The double deck Bus arrived; he boarded it and saw the same old woman again. As he proceeded to go upstairs, the old weirdo warned him again, "Young man, don't go upstairs. Upstairs dangerous". Sam was fed up with the old woman by now and decided to go upstairs even though he was scared enough to pee in his pants. He saw no freaks when he reached the upper deck and slowly made his way to the back of the bus and sat down. Sam's heart began pounding away as he waited anxiously for something to happen. After 30 minutes, with nothing happening, Sam went downstairs to confront the old woman and asked her why she kept saying its dangerous upstairs. The old woman turned, stared at him and replied, "Young man, don't go upstairs. Upstairs dangerous. Upstairs got no bus driver".

StupiD WiRE

Stupid wire poking my mouth causing ulcers. 1st time. And it sucks.

Bloody hell.

Tuesday, May 24, 2005


So I just fixed my braces just now. I was half an hours late for my appointment and the dentist sounded a bit annoyed. Stupid bus.

So anyway, the fixing of the braces didn't hurt a bit. But after that you cant bite or your teeth will hurt. Ugh. And you will feel that there are something stuck in your mouth permenantly. Double ugh. Hmm but i guess I will take some time to get used to this yea?

Monday, May 23, 2005

SicK. AAaaaaaaHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhh

I never knew extracting a stupid measly tooth could cause so much pain. Let's see, the bleeding did not stop for HOURS and as a result, I could not eat. Finally I was so hungry that I decided to eat anyway (it was still bleeding by the way). I ate a few spoons of porridge when I felt sick. I had a very bad gastric. I vomited three times that night.

If this was not enough, I woke up at three thirty in the wee hours to find myself shivering in cold. Oh yes I had high fever. How convenient. My temperature was 39 degrees Celsius! Ugh. But I feel so much better now. Thank God!

Oh yea, I'm making braces tomorrow after school, that's why I have to had my tooth extracted.. I hope it doesn't hurt.

Saturday, May 21, 2005


Hmm isn't SLUT a strong word to use for a 13 year old girl? Stupid 'watching' she's my friend, watch your mouth thanks.

Friday, May 06, 2005

1st Ladi - Never Be Replaced

I've started to really like the song Never Be Replaceced by 1st Ladi. When I first heard it, I hated it, but then suddenly I changed my mind.


Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erase
And i promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erase
And i promise you that you will never be replaced

I love you yes I do
I'll be with you as long as you want me too
Until the end of time
From the day I met you
I know we've be together
And now I know I wanna be with you forever
I wanna marry you and I wanna have your kids
Thinking never compare to feel enough to kisses

I can say I'm truly happy to the same
You've made me think I'll die and live my life hesitate
There's never been no doubt in my mind
That I 'll regret ever having you by my side
But if the day come that I'll have to let you go
I think that something I should probably let you know
With everything that I spent with you
Then I will miss you cuz I’m happy that i have you at all

[Repeat Chorus]

I feel for you yes I do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
Until the end of time

Monday, May 02, 2005

FriENds... FoR LiFe?

Friends for Life.

Slogan of the SPCA. I always think that animals are better companions, better friends, than humans. And it's proven. Animals don't backstab you, they don't betray you, they don't break promises, and they don't lie to you. Unlike humans. Animals don't give you and make trouble. That is, if you don't count the times when they poop around the house.

I have a new friend. A REAL friend whom I can confide in, whom I trust, whom I can tell my secrets to. We became closer throughout these days.

I am glad that my other 2 friends share the same thought. The subject is HER. Yes HER. The bitch with the attitude problem (Okay, I'm coming on strong I know, but I don't have other words to rephrase that sentence. Maybe the FLIRT with the attitude problem?). The girl that everyone does not know; they do not know her true colours. She always thinks about herself. She loves herself. She is not even pretty. She scolds without reason, at every little thing. What DOES she sees in herself?? Even more importantly, what do OTHER PEOPLE see in her???

I feel so mean, thinking all this things. But to tell you the truth, I don't like her even BEFORE my friends began to notice that she change.. for the worse. I have always tolerated her, for the sake of our friendship; not only with her but only with my other friends, as I thought I was the only one who realise she have more bad points then good points.

I don't know what to do now. I really don't. I don't want to tell her how I feel, because I know she will take it the hard way. And I know that even if I tell her, she would not change. The chances of her changing is as big as the chances of pigs that could fly.

Friendship. I value friendship a lot. And I don't want to break it. Especially when we are in a group. But then again. Group. GROUP. This isn't about GROUP. It's ALWAYS about HER. She doesn't think of us. She only thinks of herself. She doesn't want to feel left out. So it's alright to ditch the rest of us for the moment just so she would not be alone? When we are walking together, she left us behind.. So she can be in front of us. She pushes us, so she can be in the center.

She can weasel her way out of anything. She's spoilt. I think her mum is nice, but she always scream at her mum, for petty reasons. She always gets what she wants. SpoilT SpoilT SPoiLT with a capital S.

You might think I really really hate her, from the way I write. But not really. I just don't like her. I don't HATE her. Really. I think.. I'm just telling the truth.

Friends for Life.

I'm determined not to lose my friends for life.
There are times when I just absolutely LOVE school. The times when I am DEAD BORED. The times when I have NOTHING to do. The times when I am just BULLSHITTING around.

Like now.

Having said that, I found out that I'm am NOT looking for school tomorrow. I hate school. Well, this is only one of the various reasons why I don't want to come to school tomorrow.

I won't be surprised if I am going to be hated tomorrow. Really. Well, that probably wouldn't happen, if it is not for HIM. His neediness is going to make me die. Why can't he act a little grown up and more sensible, instead of a kid who throws tantrum if he does not get a candy.

Somebody please shoot me.

No, not really, I meant her. Shoot her. Not me.

MiSS Ya, SeC FourS!

So, this past Saturday is the last choir practice with the sec fours, before they step down for their exams. I will miss them soooo much! I miss them already, and I know that I will miss them more and more as the years go on.

Time flies so fast! Days had passed and hours had slipped away, and before we realised, it's time to say goodbye to our sec fours.

I think of the moments we shared, the days we spent together, the sweet memories we had. All these are etched deep in my mind, impossible to erase.


Sunday, May 01, 2005

SpEecH DaY

Today we had our speech day. Us choir performed in our purple dress. Surprisingly, I did not feel anything poking my body. Guess I've gotten used to it. It's good though, as it would not have been a pleasant sight if I were to scratch and scratch while singing.

Nothing interesting happen today, really. I only like the part when it's time to put our make up on. I helped one of my friends to do that. AND SHE FINALLY DARED TO PUT ON EYELINER (even if it's liquid one) !!!!!!!!! LETS GIVE A ROUND OF APPLAUSE FOR FARHANAH!!!!!!! W00T~

Anyway, Dixon took some photo's of us.. Here they are:

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