Monday, October 31, 2005


Now that my table is cleared, my sister keep studying in my room. Seriously, my table was so messy that it's impossible to find things there. Not only that, papers and books were also cluttered all over my room. My dear friends should know. Right susu and dan? =D

I took SS History as first choice. I handed it up early in the morning to avoid second thoughts. Wahaha. Fana, who was so confident in taking History, had second thoughts. She decided in Geog instead. THEN later, she changed her mind again. In the end she decided in History.

The 10 Melbourne boys are coming sometime later. They need a host... But our choir has a few boys, and even then they are not willing to home them. I want!! Argh but like my mum will let.. It's gonna be a fun experience.

2 more days. =)

Sunday, October 30, 2005

*Ramble Ramble*

Okay, I've organized my navigations. Does it look cleaner? Next in my to-do list is to make a new layout. This is just a temporary layout. I just couldn't stand my previous skin. I am never going to make dark skins again I swear. And if I have time, and this is a very big 'IF', I will add more contents.

It's a waste attending religious class just now. Only 20 out of 60 people came. How pathetic is that? I'll answer that. VERY pathetic.

Damn tomorrow there's choir. AAHH!! I scared cannot sing. I hate choir now. My 2 month holiday is wasted. Stupid choir.

I watched Full Circle last night. It's about a gay who got thrown out of his family. That's stupid. So what if your son wants to be a girl or something. He's still human, who need unconditional love from his family. And he's still your SON. You aren't just going to disown your own flesh and blood just because he's a retard who wants to have boobs or something?

Somehow this year, I just don't have the Hari Raya mood. Maybe it's because our family couldn't be bothered to decorate the house, maybe it's bacause I don't have time to celebrate, maybe because the Hari Raya groove in the atmosphere is missing.

Oh I just remembered, Fana still have my Mediator book. For almost a few months already. I don't know who read slower, Fana or Susu.


Damn. I really do. WooT one more hour til my dinner! Okay, so let's get back to my layout. I wonder what pic should I have... Hmm..

Saturday, October 29, 2005


I've changed my layout again. Kinda disorganised, I know. But what do you expect in only a few hours? I just needed a light skin, I'm so sick of black.

Update: Avatars. Added some Bleach avvies.

So I got into 3E4. I wanted 3E5 at first, but after receiving my exam papers back, I think I am lucky to get into 3E4 and not 3E3. I failed my Maths so I can't get to do A Maths. There aer 4 subject combination I have to choose:

A) D&T, SS History
B) D&T, SS Geography
C) Principles of Accounts, SS History
D) Principles of Accounts, SS Geography

There is NO absolute way I am going to take D&T. And for geog, we will be learning Human Geography, eg: Settlements, Population, bearings, etc etc. Another big no.

So I choose C as my 1st choice. And D for my 2nd choice.
Hope to goodness they won't chuck me into D.

So today is officially the first day of our 2 months holiday. But I won't have a holiday. Let's take a look at my so-called holiday schedule.

31 Oct: Hand in form, choir
1 - 2 Nov: Free day
4 - 8 Nov: Free day
9 Nov: Student Leader Camp
10 Nov: Student Leader Camp
11 Nov: Student Leader Camp


14 Nov: Choir
15 Nov: Choir
16 Nov: Choir
17 Nov: Choir
18 Nov: Choir


21 Nov: Choir
22 Nov: Choir
23 Nov: Choir
24 Nov: Choir
25 Nov: Choir


28 Nov: Choir
29 Nov: Choir
30 Nov: Choir
1 Dec: Choir
2 Dec: Choir
5 Dec: Choir
6 Dec: Choir
7 - 8 Dec: Rest

9 - 11 Dec: Go Kuala Lumpur for choir competition
29 Dec: Choir

Sob sob sob.

Not to mention I also have the Symbolic Move thing and the cheering sessions thingy.

I lost the form so I forgot the dates.

There should be a law on this or something.

Oh yea! 5 more days to Hari Raya!

Since Me, Fana and Susu are free on the 19 and 20 ONLY, we decided to have it on the 20th of Nov. Which is on a Sunday.

Just the first day of the hols and I'm feeling old and weary.

Not to mention I'm SICK. High fever, runny nose, cough, sore throat. All at once.

At least it's not dengue fever. That's got to be something.


PS: Stinking Freakz, I hope we will not drift further and further apart next year as everyone of us is going to a different class, except for me and Farhanah. We had some troubles with our friendship at times but we also had our joys and good times. Rock on yea?

PPS: My sis changed her phone to a Sony Ericson one. Borrowed from ANOTHER friend of hers. Anyway it's with a cool camera. So I can use her cam to take pictures now and just forward them to my phone. =D

Last Day Of School

Time flies so fast. It seems like it was only yesterday when I got to know my new friends from 2E4. And you know what? I kinda miss my class.

Back then, I missed 1E2, all the fun times we had, all the class spirit we had. I thought 2E4 couldn't compare to 1E2. How often have I glanced back wistfully at the good times we 1E2 had? How often have I wished 2E4 to have more class spirit?

But now I realise, it isn't fair to compare 1E2 and 2E4. While their attitude is different, us 2E4 still had our ups and downs, our fun times. 2E4 is different than 1E2, but so what? That's what makes my class special, unique. These past 4 days were especially precious to me. It's one of the rare times our class put in all efforts and their class spirit. Thus my delight when 2E4 won the champion for floorball and frisbee for the interclass games. Beneath that "don't-care attitude", I guess the guys can actually strive if they put their minds and hearts into it. As I look at the guys play floorball, their faces full of seriousness and concentration, I felt some fondness of our class. I guess no matter how much I complain about 2e4, I can't deny that 2E4 is still my class, and that deep down, I wouldn't want to change class for anything.

Next year, our class will be separated into 5 different classes. We might drift further and further apart, but the memories of 2E4 will still be remembered always.

2E4 You guys rocks!

Tuesday, October 25, 2005


The first programme lined up for us girls is taekwondo lessons. The Malay guys had to lean silat while the Chinese guys had to learn wushu. Taekwondo was really fun. We learnt how to free ourselves when someone grab one of our hands, two of them, when they pull our t-shirts, and when they bear hug us. I had bruise on my right wrist and Farhanah grip was like a vice.

During the first break me and Suryana went to find Danial to ask for his UNO cards. [Dan: See la so stubborn! We search for you then the stupid instructor was talking to you guys!] In the end we just sit throughout the break. Id38 1/2 upon 50 for maths paper 1!!! Idiot.

The programme ended at 12. We were then required to fill in a feedback form. Afterwards we waited for the inline skating programme at 3, which is 3 hours later. In the mean time, me and Suryana planned for our Hari Raya outing. Danial and Farhanah were having a 1-hour council meeting.

We were playing UNO when the 2 finally showed up. So yea. It was raining heavily when it was 2.30, and we thought there won't be any lesson. In the end we skated in the hall. There was this Panther guy who kept falling. Once he fell because of me. Partly anyway. I was skating when there was this girl in front of me who was not skating, and blocking my way. So I stopped. Duh who would want to crash? Anyway this guy was behind me and I think he was skating too fast or something and had difficultly braking, or when braking he lost balance. Not sure. Anyway he went sprawling on the floor. And that wasn't the first time OR the last time he fell.

I fell.. well, technically twice, but the 1st fall was made on purpose. I was losing my balance, and I didn't want to fall hard on my butt. So I fell on my sides instead. Lucky. But the second time wasn't too lucky. I was skating and Fauziana was skating too close behind me. Before I knew it, I was down on my butt. Ouch it hurts!

Then there was this guy who was skating too fast behind me and he couldn't brake in time. He somewhat grabbed my shoulders, for his balance and to stop himself. ZZZZ lucky I didn't lose my balance also. I feel like knocking his head with something, but then of course, there was the helmet to protect his head -.- The instructor saw what he did and he joked dunno what shit. About "touch girl" or something.

Hmm then then then. The instructor briefed us what we were going to learn tomorrow. It's called "Scooter Skate". Me, Fana and Yana tried but it was either we lost our balance, or we felt no difference.

Then us 3 girls went to KFC cuz I wanted to buy my break fast there. No one is home and my mother didn't cook. Wow this is my first long post in ages.

So tata!

5 more mins!

to school! So here's a quick post. Yesterday we had inline skating. Okay lah, last year was much more fun cuz there's VERY little people. Yesterday's lesson had like, 10 times the amount compared to last year. And I'm not joking.. Shukrie joined again! So pro like that want to join for what. Waste money only. Last year's instructors was also more funny and friendly.

Oh yea I joined the Otaku Siris forum. Fill up my time a bit. And Gerald say I desperate to increase rank -.- Ooh I gtg, see ya guys later.

Sunday, October 23, 2005


You know, I used to wonder how cramps feels like because I never had cramps before. Last Friday night, I had leg cramps. Wah pain pain! The last time I felt so much pain was last year when I fell and twisted my ankle. It was hell -.- and I dont think I want that to happen again..

Hmm so bored. Tmr have choir (ugh!) and inline skating (weee!) Dum dee dum this is a waste of time. But that's good, since I have nothing else to do.

Oh well.

Saturday, October 22, 2005


Oh ya I forgot to mention yesterday there was a cute small little grasshopper on Suzaina's back. Me, Noriz and Suzie was collecting seashells for our mermaid. We were heading back when Noriz started squealing. I looked to see why. I saw the grasshopper on Suzie's back. So cute! I tried to picked it up but it kept jumping nimbly out of my fingers. It jumped onto my hand and I brushed it away. Mardiana missed all the fun! =P

Omg, today was super boring! What to do what to do? In the morning I went to Parkway Parade with my mum. We bought a pair of shoe each. Mine cost around 62 bucks, hers around 50 plus. Then bought a bag. That's 66 bucks. Then a necklace, 18 bucks. LOL lalala. BoreD~

Friday, October 21, 2005

A FuN dAy

Weee I really had fun today! First first, me and some others were supposed to get some award for the Poetry Competition, which was ages ago! (See this post)
I thought Suryana was to represent the class, but when I heard we were supposed to collect our prizes ourselves in front of the school, okay well, I freaked out a bit.
It was this trophy thing.
Justin, Yi Feng, He Wei didn't collect their prizes. At first Cikgu Diah asked Mardiana to collect for them but Mardiana later told her she don't want to. Wahaha.
And I saw on the paper, it was not Yi Feng. It was "Kwek Jin Feng" instead. Hahahah!

Hmmm then we went up to class. We received our class photos. Finally! The lighting was really bright to my liking, but I have no complains.

Formal (click to enlarge)

Informal (click to enlarge)

Suryana said the guys like just won a game of soccer. -.-

hmm so today we went to East Coast Beach. All the Sec 2 went, for the Post Exam Activity thing. We were supposed to build sandcastles. Or rather, sculptures with sand. Our group, that is, Me, Dan, Mardi, Susu, Azie, Suzie, Noriz, Vionna and Grace T., decided on Mermaid. Our group's sculpture was unique, and we had fun doing it. ^^

Oh ya, I was picked for Student Leader thingy. Camp.. 9 to 11 November. Zzz

Thursday, October 13, 2005

Oh God..

I am feeling very panicky and very anxious.

Even those words are not strong enough to describe.

I scared.

Of end of year.

Secondary school end of year AND my religious class.


Monday, October 10, 2005

9 types of people who annoy me

1. People who point at their wrist while asking the time.... I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is?

2. People who are willing to get off their ass to search the entire room for the tv remote because they refuse to walk to the tv and change the channel manually.

3. When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too".
Damn right! What good is cake if you can't eat it?

4. When people say "it's always the last place you look".
Ofcourse it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they?

5. When people say while watching a film "did you see that?".
No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stared at the damn floor.

6. People who ask "Can I ask you a question?"....
Didn't really give me a choice there, did ya sunshine?

7. When something is 'new and improved!'.
Which is it? If it's new, then there has never been anything before it. If it's an improvement, then there must have been something before it, couldn't be new.

8. When people say "life is short".
What the hell?? Life is the longest damn thing anyone ever does!! What can you do that's longer?

9. When you are waiting for the bus and someone asks "Has the bus come yet?".
If the bus came would I be standing here, dumbass?

Sunday, October 09, 2005

ShoppinG For Hari RayA

Hmmmph I asked my sis to let me use the laptop, she told me, 'in a while". And I waited 5 HOURS before she let me use. Is that called A WHILE?? Huh.
So anyway, yesterday I went to the Bazaar at Geylang with my mum at about 7.45. The night was till young and it wasn't too crowded. Thank GOD! We searched for clothes for us. I didn't see anything interesting. Not much there. Last year's stock had more variety of clothes. I saw some nice white baju kebaya.. But it gets too dirty easily. We looked around first. It's wiser that way. What happens when you see one you like, buy that for 100 bucks plus, and found a nicer one for half the price later? By the time It's sooo nothing much, so I asked my mum if we can go to 2nd Chance or whatever that mall is called, and looked there.

Bleh nothing much also. But there is one shop that caught my attention. There was this 3 white kebaya, it was so glam. Hahahah looked a bit like weeding gowns. Next time I get married I know where to buy my clothes. Hahaha.. Then it will be Malay tradition plus the western one.. lalalala. Nothing much, then we went back. That's when I saw a huge crowd entering the doors of the mall. Whoah lucky we got there early!

Then we wanted to go to Joo Chiat Complex, but then not long after, my mum had bad leg cramps. She had to stay on that spot for sometime. Lucky it was at the roadside and not in the bazaar. If not the people will just push her. Poor mama..

She said she needed an istonic drink, so we looked out for H20.. Then, before going back, we searched for some foodstuff. Can't find anything nice, and we kept going in big circles. Zzz.. And I thought she was supposed to rest her legs.. -.-

Finally FINALLY we took the bus home. We took 61... Then I saw a little bug on the floor. At least, I thought it was a bug. That was before I saw a bigger bug.. A bigger bug which was actually baby cockroach. I pointed this out to my mum, and that's when I realised there's MORE. Much much more! God. They were all over the place, climbing here and there, as well as crawling on the floor. Me and my mum carried out legs up all the way to our stop.. lol.. If my sister was there, she would probably alight at the next stop!

Then we took the lift up and I saw on the wall of the lift:


Lol my mum went, "What is this?" I told her there was another message near our staircase. She said, "Ya that one is 'Irwan fuck Suhaila' right. This one is 'John fuck Lily. They keep saying each other, why not write 'John fuck Irwan'"
LMAO she actually said the f-word like she said it everyday. AHAHAHA Who knew?? LOL I burst out laughing at her suggestion. John fuck Irwan. Hahahaha what gayness.

Saturday, October 08, 2005

Mission Accomplished!

Wee! Okay mission accomplished; I'm done with Fana's and Yana's blogskins. Wee!

Here's Fana's. Click to enlarge.


And here's Yana's. Click to enlarge.




And hopefully I can manage to keep this blogskin til at least December at least.

Hah yea right.

But who knows.

Friday, October 07, 2005


I can't believe I miss the fun at Gerald's house...

I screwed up.

Oh I totally screwed up today, for Science and Malay. Especially Science. I hate knowing that I wasted marks on carelessness. There was this question I wrote the correct answer. At first.. Then I went to change it. Argh! Then there was this question, about contraction. I didn't read properly!! If not I could have gotten correct!! And another question, I crossed out C cuz it's wrong.... and I put C as my answer.. Need more? Okay, how about I didn't read this question properly, it said "Which of the following will not take place..." NOT. NOT!! Oh my god. So another mark wasted. Hmm lets see, diffusion of photosynthesis. When plants photosynthesise, carbon dioxide is taken IN and oxygen OUT right?? Duh everybody knows that/ But guess what? I wrote down carbon dioxide is taken OUT and oxygen IN instead. And FINALLY (thank God, if not I will have no marks left), the last question about the food chain. I didn't read properly also. DOH.

How many marks I lost? You do your math.


Thursday, October 06, 2005

I HatE ExaMs!!

Okay, fist off, sorry I haven't been updating. Nothing much to blog about. Except exams. And who wants to read about boring old exams? Certainly not me. But I want to blog about it all of a sudden. So buzz off, it's just my boring rants.

Maths and History was yesterday. Oh my god Maths is soo hard! It will be a miracle if I pass. ARGH!! It was a disaster!! I know if Miss Ho set I can score better because she like algebra, and she trained me hard on those algebra chapters. ARGH!!!!!!!!! I WANT TO GET B FOR MATHS!

OH ya, I forgot to mention I got streamed into 3E4/3E5 instead of 3E3 ^^ And I hope I will be able to get to 3E5!! Insyaallah.. And I don't want to go back to 3E3. Urgh.

So, about History. Well it's managable. Kinda hard also.

Today was Malay Paper 1 and Geography. My Malay is crap, so I will be totally shocked if I get high for it. Geography is quite easy! I hope I can get at least a B. I need all the high marks I can get to go 3E5!

Oh ya, and